Pudge737

It gets harder and harder to pretend I feel nothing for you when people are around. This secret will burn me from the inside out. I love our moments together. But sometimes I want and need more. Your kiss radiates through me like nothing I've ever known. And I can't share the way I feel about you with anyone. I want to scream how I feel. I want to scream, "I LOVE HIM!"

I can't compare to your perfect princess you've placed on a pedestal. What I can do is live, breathe, or die for you. It hurts that you hold on to her distant memory like it's a priceless piece of art. I am the one here for you trying to show you how much I LOVE YOU.

It's time for my soul to expire. My heart has no spark, no flicker, no fire. I was the girl who cared too much. I am the girl who no one loves much. The hardest thing to do is live. Life just takes, takes, takes and all I do is give. I can't stand this crippled way I feel. The fantasy is gone and now it's too real. I have NOTHING left to give. I am left an empty soul with no will to live.